hey, you!

jangan mentang-mentang situ senior, situ kira bisa seenaknya ya. dengerin deh, elo tuh ga sempurna. lo kira lo hebat? bisa ngerjain semuanya sendiri? guess what? lo ga bisa! udah kebukti kan? dan betapa ga etisnya elo saat melimpahkan semua tanggung jawab lo itu ke orang lain, tanpa permisi tanpa minta maaf dan tanpa terima kasih? as if lo ga tiba-tiba ngerepotin dengan semua yang lo kerjain sendiri tanpa sepengetahuan orang lain?

tebak lagi, lo ga sempurna. lo tau kenapa? karna lo hidup sendiri! tanpa teman! emangnya elo punya temen beneran di sini, yang mau dengerin keluh kesah elo tanpa basa-basi? emangnya ada yang nganggep elo temen? orang anti-sosial kya elo, yang bahkan ketawa lo aja ga bisa bikin orang lain ketawa? malah bikin gw pengen bekep elo dan masukin elo ke laci biar diem. untuk orang sesenior elo, seSEMPURNA elo, lo itu harus belajar gimana cara bermasyarakat yang baik.

engga, lo ga sempurna. engga, lo ga sehebat itu. engga, we don’t look up to you. ga usah GR, ga usah ke-PD-an. ga usah merasa jadi yang paling hebat. you. are. NOTHING.

bingung

apa yang harus gw lakukan jika seseorang yang pernah ngedeketin kita, tapi akhirnya nikah sama perempuan lain, bolak-balik nge-add facebook kita?

pertama kali nge-add: ignore

kedua kali nge-add: duh, please deh. ignore.

ketiga kali nge-add: idiiiih.. keukeuh bener! *diemin, tanya pacar*. setting supaya semua yang ada di FB gw ga keliatan? cari-cari caranya sebelum nge-approve. udah ketemu, mikir ulang. approve ga ya? males juga deeeeeeh.. mau ngapain sih? pamer kalo udah punya istri? ga ngaruh! gw malah bersyukur ga lanjut sama lo.

friend request masih nangkring di situ. males aaaaaah..

married friends

at my age, and being not married-yet, got yourself surrounded by married friends. well, not all of them, and not most of them either, but still, I’m surrounded.

my closest inner circle friends are mostly married. two others are following this year, leaving me not married-yet, alone.

but, I wasn’t going to talk about that though. the first thing I do when I get to the office is opening emails *after washing my hands first*. and this morning, I got an invitation from twitter. it’s my first invitation ever, and it came from a guy who tried to approach me several years ago *about a year and a half ago*. I don’t mind getting invitations from twitter, but I do mind getting it from him. it’s not that I don’t want to keep in touch with guys from the past, but it’s because HE’S MARRIED!! oh, come on!

oh wait, another thing. I don’t have a twitter account, so why would he bother inviting?

oh, please.. if you’re really my friend, like my colleagues, really I don’t mind keeping in touch even though you’re married. but we were never that kind of friend. you were close to me because you really were approaching me, trying to make me your wife. so please, don’t contact me, will ya? I certainly do NOT want to be a third person in your marriage. I don’t want to be a girl your wife scolds at. she’s not worth the fight anyway.

the funny anger thing..

I find it really funny how one person could bring out some of the worst part of you, I mean REALLY.. the worst!

sometimes it’s so unworthy to be angry at someone who doesn’t even deserve your attention, or maybe a person that you hope doesn’t even exist. but it’s so hard to do! it’s hard to ignore, hard to be not angry, hard to resist the temptation of ripping them apart.

why’s my blog full of anger lately? can that person just be gone? just vanish!